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While this should technically be the most uncomfortable position in the world, it miraculously it wasn't. Not after a little while at least.
While at first the feeling was foreign and awkward, quickly it became very much pleasurable.
Ryuutaro gripped Hayato's hand tightly, holding onto it for dear life. So many feelings were floating through his mind and body, he couldn't tell up from down anymore. But that was alright. He didn't need to know these things right now.
Right now Ryuutaro was reduced to a shivering mess of moans and sighs, occasionally just whispering his boyfriend's name without really meaning to.
For the most part he was acting passive, letting Hayato have his way with him.
Had he been able to think coherently he might have made a mental note to start learning Italian sometime. But he wasn't.
The only thing he really knew was that he wanted him closer. Not even the things he had considered 'too close' before were close enough right now.

Hayato’s thrusts become harder and faster, and he could feel himself building up, but he holds back, he needs to wait for Ryuutaro to go off first. Hearing Ryuutaro moan and whisper his name in that breathy voice was driving him crazy. He began kissing more fiercely against his lover’s neck.... the temptation to give his boyfriend a hickey was irresistible. He would be furious when he found out, but damn it would feel good now. With a little smirk Hayato moves the to base of Ryuutaro’s neck (so it would be relatively easy to conceal) and nips down on his neck and sucks it hard, forming that tell-tale little bruise that would alert the world as the what they were up to the previous night.

And then he feels it. His body beginning to shudder and tense up in preparation for release. He lets out a loud and long moan before managing to gasp out his next sentence.

“R-Ryuutaro....I’m gunna... aw shit.... I’m gunna go!”

Ryuutaro himself had been getting closer and closer, just getting lost in the physical sensations. Everything just felt all-together amazing, Ryuutaro didn't even have a clue why.
His mind hardly comprehended what Hayato was saying to him, but in the end that didn't really matter as he dug his fingers into Hayato's back, reaching his own climax.
It reminded him a bit of having a vision, just that it felt more comfortable. When having a vision Ryuutaro never could know what was waiting for him, but now everything went white and he knew what was waiting for him was good and safe and all-together wonderful.

After his boyfriend's orgasm Hayato moves his cum-covered hand to the bed to further support himself as his climax was fast approaching.

And with a few more thrusts Hayato lets out a final moan before arching his back into his boyfriend as he finally releases. His body quivers and shakes for a moment as he rides out his orgasm, and then he's quiet. Just looming over Ryuutaro breathing heavily, looking into his boyfriend's flushed face, their hands still intertwined. Slowly, and leans down and kisses Ryuutaro gently... reveling in the moment of his lost virginity and the touch of boy he loved.

Ryuutaro was melting into the kiss, keeping his eyes closed even after their part again. He didn't want to speak for the moment ... or do anything at all.
His free hand just relaxed letting him keep Hayato in a loose hug.
His breath was calming down slowly and he felt comfortable exhaustion come over him.

Hayato's own breath calmed and he closed his eyes, he could feel the same exhaustion taking over himself as well. Finally he moved to slide himself out of Ryuutaro, letting out a soft whine as he does so, even as tired and physically spent as he was... the motion still felt good to him. He lets Ryuutaro's legs down and finally allows himself to separate from the kiss and roll off to the side of his boyfriend.

He wipes his hand on the sheets, though he knew it would still get sticky... he didn't care though. They could both just take a shower... tomorrow or something. They were both in a bit of need of one, between the cum and sweat. Hayato opens his eyes again to look over Ryuutaro's body again... ah... he got some on his stomach because of the position they were in. Sleepily he fumbles for the sheets to wipe off Ryuutaro's stomach, and then wraps his arms around the smaller boy and pulls him onto his chest. He wanted to feel it all... Ryuutaro's soft skin, his heart beating against Hayato's chest, the sound of his breath, and the smell of his hair. It was all so wonderful and calming. He was happy.

"Mhm...", Ryuutaro sighed softly, letting himself be pulled close. He wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's body without even opening his eyes. The boy found a position for his head in which it wasn't impossible to breathe and he yet could stay close to Hayato and decided to contently stay in this position.

Ryuutaro had given up on trying to figure out what exactly made the difference in this touch and touch in general. It wasn't like he'd become any more social in general, but with Hayato it was fine to just accept to have arms around him.
The boy's breath slowed down some more, he was falling asleep slowly.

It didn't take long for Hayato to nod off as well, he was completely spent. He didn't know just how much making love to his boyfriend could tire him out, but it did.

It didn't seem long at all before Hayato found himself stirred awake, Ryuutaro still fast asleep on top of him... it was pretty early. Ryuutaro was usually the one to wake up first between the two of them, but the boy was probably more exhausted then Hayato. So the teen decides it was probably best just to let his sleep. Hayato just lays there, unmoving, enjoying the feeling of his boyfriend's weight on his torso, feeling his chest rise and fall against his own, looking at the little nuances in his boyfriend's face as the slept and dreamed. Occasionally Hayato would gently stroke Ryuutaro's hair and face, of tuck a stray lock of hair behind his ear, with a loving smile on his face. He could stay like this for hours... in face... he already may have...

Ryuutaro didn't wake up until early mid-morning, which was really unusual for him.
He just opened one eye and then both (even though slowly), surprised to see Hayato actually be awake already... which made him get a feeling that 'already' wasn't as soon as it was supposed to be right now.
Lifting his head a bit Ryuutaro smiled, still a bit sleepy.
"Good morning..."

A sleepy Ryuutaro was also a rare sight. The boy blamed it to the comfortable position.

Gokudera smiles broadly and chuckles, Ryuutaro looked... really sweet like that.

"Buongiorno amore."

The teen made no effort to move, other than brushing a bit of the boy's messy and tussled hair behind his ear. He couldn't explain this overall relaxed calm he felt, but it was nice... and really rare. He was content just laying there, watching Ryuutaro's sleepy little mannerisms as he tried to wake himself up. It was cute. Really, really, really cute.

"Sleep good?"

By now Ryuutaro had no idea how to feel about Italian anymore. It was so annoying not to know what people around him where saying and most of all not to know what his own boyfriend was saying, but then again with Hayato he always knew it wasn't anything negative.

Ryuutaro gave a nod at the question he could understand, slowly coming into a state that could really be called 'awake'.

"How long have you already been awake?"

Ryuutaro's sleepy and perplexed look got another chuckle out of Hayato. He probably shouldn't tease his boyfriend like this just after waking up.

"Buongiorno means good morning."

Not going to tell him the meaning of 'amore' though... he's a bit too bashful to admit what all the 'ti amos' and 'amores' he's been throwing around actually meant over these years.

"And hour... maybe two... haven't been keepin' track."

Ryuutaro was very aware of the word left out in translation, but decided not to question it for now.

"That long...?", Ryuutaro blinked. That was a big break from their usual wake-up pattern. "Miracles still do happen."

The boy finally left his position on top of Hayato, sitting up, which made him realize how very naked he still was.

"It was sorta nice watchin' you sleep..." he shrugs, with that smile still on his face.

Though it fades when Ryuutaro gets off of him and a sudden wave of cold washes over his chest from the lack of body heat. Ah well, it's not like they could lay around in bed like that all day. Hayato props his (also very naked) self up on his hands and grunts rubbing his inner thighs a bit. He was a little sore from the previous evening... he was a well-toned boy, but his muscles weren't used to being utilized in quite that manner before.

He just silently looks over his boyfriend's body. It was much softer looking then his own. His skin was smooth and well taken care of, lacking any prominent scars... and wasn't quite as muscled as his own. Almost the complete opposite of his rough, thick, scarred battle-worn body. Even the leg that he had received sometime the year prior had been scrapped and scarred from various fights and dangerous plots, the scar where the leg was attached probably the most prominent.

Hayato reaches forward to cup Ryuutaro's cheek, stroking it with his thumb, then lets his hand trail down his neck (smirking a bit at the hickey he left at the base of Ryuutaro's neck), over his shoulder, down his back and then to his rear. Hayato could never get over just how soft Ryuutaro's skin was. He smiles and pulls Ryuutaro's soft, warm, sweet little body closer to his own. He knew Ryuutaro wasn't used to being touched so intimately while naked... actually he probably wasn't used to being naked in front of another person before. And after what they did together the previous night... it was the closest two people could physically get. He couldn't quite put this feeling into words... but it was as if their bond was somehow solidified. How ironic, two people who severely disliked contact with others had somehow come together to make love. It was mindblowing... but in Hayato's mind... everything felt as right as it should.

"We should probably take a shower...."

Edited 2011-08-15 03:31 (UTC)

Hayato was right. Ryuutaro felt a bit unsure about being so... exposed in front of someone else. Ryuutaro had always hated letting people come too close to him, but after last night he could be sure that there wasn't something as 'too close' with Hayato, which was a bit scary in it's own way. But not too much. He did trust Hayato after all. If they hadn't hurt each other ~~too much~~ up to now, it was unlikely that they'd do so in the future.

As he was pulled closer, Ryuutaro leaned in, allowing his head to rest against Hayato's upper body. The fingers traveling over his body made him shiver a bit, but he was enjoying it. Even after Hayato spoke again, he didn't say a word for some further moments.
"You always say things like this when you seem like you don't want to let me go for the next few hours...", he then whispered - even though at the moment he was guilty of the same crime, by hesitating to answer just to make the moment last a bit longer.

Hayato snakes his arms around Ryuutaro's middle and leans his head ontop of his lover's. Like Ryuutaro he takes a few moments to respond as he's just basking in the feeling of touching the other.

"...I'd stay like this all day if you let me..."

Hayato just gazes up to the ceiling with a small smile on his face, he was just so happy like this. He's completely oblivious to a rogue tear that rolls down his cheek and drops onto Ryuutaro's.

At the feeling of something warm and wet on his cheek, Ryuutaro looked up in a startled way. Then he raised his hand, brushing it over his boyfriend's cheek.

"Hayato...?", he asked quietly, "What are you thinking?"
'Are you alright' certainly wasn't the right question here, Hayato looked way to glad to be really sad.

Hayato looks a confused for a moment, not getting why Ryuutaro had stroked his cheek. He reaches up himself to discover he was crying... and somehow that seemed to make it alright for him to let more tears fall. He laughs a little and smiles at Ryuutaro's question, clumsily trying to wipe away the tears.

"I don't really know... I'm just...really happy."

That was certainly a reply Ryuutaro was fine with. He smiled warmly and reaches up to remove Hayato's hand from his face, instead wiping the tears away himself.

"That's good", he whispered as he moved even a bit closer to the other boy, "I wouldn't want to see you crying for any other reason."

He laughed again, though it was accompanied by a teary sniff. He just puts his hands on his lap and lets Ryuutaro tend to his tears... they just keep flowing for a few more minutes before finally drying up..

"N-no one has ever d-done that for me b-before..."

It was true... no one dried his tears as a child, and he honestly felt that no one had loved him since his mother, who he had never really gotten a chance to really know.

"Y-you'll never leave me right?"

Of course Hayato knew the answer... but hearing it... hearing it from Ryuutaro made it mean so much more.

All of the sadness in Hayato's life that Ryuutaro couldn't even begin to understand... It had always left him a bit unsure. But he was him and that made it pretty obvious that he still could do a lot for Hayato. Maybe not fix everything, but make it better.

"I'll stay with you no matter what", he replied to the question, not hesitating a bit, even though making a vow for eternity wasn't easy. Then again, if not Hayato, there was nobody he wanted to stay with. Nobody was even nearly as close to him, it was just a fact.

Ryuutaro leaned in to give his boyfriend a reassuring kiss.

That was all Hayato needed. He wraps his arms around around Ryuutaro holding his boyfriend's naked figure closer, deepening the kiss. He's happy... normally he never trusted anyone at their word, but Ryuutaro had earned his trust over the years they've been together. To him, this declaration was all he needed. It was as though everything he had missed out on growing up was being made up for right now. He had a family now. A family that loved him. He didn't need anything else. If there was a god he could stop now... he didn't need anything else. He has all he needed.

...and once again the tears started streaming down his face.

Ryuutaro let the kiss last, sincerely enjoying the closeness that would've scared him once upon a time.
Everything had changed since meeting Hayato for the first time (in space, how much more spectacular could it get?) and then again nothing at all. It wasn't like Ryuutaro's entire attitude concerning trust had changed, it wasn't like he'd see people as more than temporary companions. It was just Hayato who he made an exception for. Love, trust, being together... it was a bit as if Hayato had become an extension of himself over the time, because these were things he usually only gave himself (in endless self-confidence like his it was very well possible to love yourself a bit more than you should). How ironic that he'd found his other half in someone who was his opposite in every matter.
It had made things pretty difficult in the past, but thankfully they were mostly over that - even though there were some differences they would probably never get past and that was fine, too.

Ryuutaro wrapped his arms around the older boy. When they finally broke apart he gave Hayato's tear-stained face a look of teasing disapproval.
"Really now... ", he whispered, moving forward to kiss each of his boyfriend's eyes. He was getting more and more comfortable with initiating touch himself and by now actually was far enough to start playing around with romantic gestures himself.

Hayato closes his eyes with a content smile on his face and more then happily lets Ryuutaro do as he pleases. He leans down and just rests his head on Ryuutaro's shoulderm snuggling into the crook of his boyfriend's neck.

"Can we just stay like this? I don't want to go out today."

"Stay like this...?"
Well, it was either going out and meeting thousands of persons who he neither cared for and whose language he didn't understand one bit or staying in bed with his boyfriend. When phrased like this it wasn't all that hard to make up his mind about the question.
Even though Ryuutaro would probably have to at least take a walk sometime in the afternoon.
Sharks need movement and all.

"Mhm, why not...", he purred softly, "Let's see how long you can keep me in bed."

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