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andsuddenlydynamite ([personal profile] andsuddenlydynamite) wrote2010-07-17 06:59 pm
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After a long ass day showing Ryuutaro around the places he knew in Italy, Hayato and his boyfriend retired to the hotel the Author has shipped them together in. It was pretty nice, and at least Hayato didn't have to pay... granted he had already picked enough pockets to keep them held over for a week.

While Hayato had grown up hating his home... being in the familiar climate and speaking his native language again was a rare comfort after spending lord knows how many years they've been stuck at the manor. And to be able to show Ryuutaro the more charming aspects of his homeland. Though it had been a long day, they had been on their feet and were getting ready to crash, but the sights and sounds of Italy had drawn the boy to the window. He had opened it and was leaning out of it, letting the wind blow through his hair. His shirt was discarded due to the temperature, his necklace beat against his chest as the warm night air blew it. He's got a great big smile across his face looking at the lights over the Italian city.

"Damn.... it been a real long time..."
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] Rawwr)

This took me way too long.

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-14 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro jerked back the exact second the hands made contact with his clothes, but it was too late already. As if he hadn't been irritated enough by every single of this man's words, this gave the final push for him to move several steps backwards, just disgusted to be in his presence as all.
And this was it. Now they were in trouble it seemed. Ryuutaro was a tiny bit scared, but more than anything he was growing angry. Ryuutaro was sick of being play-ball to adults in whatever opinions they had and whatever they wanted to do. This man had no right to comment on anything in Hayato's life, he was far beyond his grasp, as Ryuutaro thought.

He smiled a bit, but his eyes just short a glare. "I never claimed to be a girl, did I?"
... and he was still oblivious to why people mistook him for one...
"My name is Ryuutaro Fukami and I can talk to you just fine."
Whether he wanted to or not was up to him though.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] [anger] That don't impress me)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-14 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro hesitated. Just leaving like this didn't sit well with him. He felt useless, he was worried for Hayato to stay in here alone... But from the vibes Hayato was radiating he got that staying inside here was also a bad idea.
He gave Hayato a firm look before slowly drifting out the door.

His father opened his mouth as soon as Ryuutaro appeared outside.

"Not a word...", he said rather darkly, but then added a smile, "please."
It was obvious that Ryuutaro would not open his mouth again until this situation was resolved.
deeplymeaningless: ([smirk] [other] wtf is this even?)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-22 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Nobuhiro had placed a hand on Ryuutaro's shoulder to keep him from walking back inside the room (his son did look like he was about to explode after all), but Ryuutaro angrily pushed it away, clenching his fists tightly.

As Bianchi arrived Nobuhiro was fast to respond. "No, these seem to be private matters and we're fine just waiti-"

At which a fan was very violently pointed as Nobuhiro's face, almost more of a hit than a shush. He smiled at Bianchi... and it didn't look very friendly or real either.

"'Fine' might not be the correct word for it, but I agree with him. You can't help him with anything, I'm afraid. And you could only help me if you made this" - he pointed the fan to the door - "stop, but I don't suppose you can."
It was five times more blunt than he usually would be, but he wasn't in the mood for anything else right now.
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[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-28 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"If you are looking for a sufficient answer to the first question you might have to delay your rescue a bit. Might I suggest you just ask him that yourself?"

Honestly, he neither felt like making up lies at the moment nor like explaining the truth nobody would believe in.
His father seemed about to make another move to try and talk, so Ryuutaro cut him off again, his smile growing wider while his eyes remained dead serious.

"I'll gladly reply to your second question though. My name is Ryuutaro Fukami and I have the honour of calling him my boyfriend."
The fan snapped open in sync with the last word as he tilted his head. If Hayato's father already knew all damage had been done and Ryuutaro would not, under any circumstances, be ashamed of who he was and what they meant to each other.
deeplymeaningless: ([shock] You wanna WHAT me?)

I cried too much writing this >_>

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-28 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro couldn't fully tell up from down anymore. Somewhere along these events that happened way too fast and way too slow at the same time he heard himself screaming, but he couldn't fully estimate how loud or quiet it had been.
In a way it was worse than the first time he'd seen Hayato with a dangerous injury. Because this time he might have been able to do something. Why did he listen? He will still as selfish as always. He should never, never have left this room.
As Hayato's father stormed off he could feel the rush of air next to him and Ryuutaro knew he had never hated more in his entire life.
A second later, as his legs finally started to shake Ryuutaro rushed into the room himself, falling on his knees next to Hayato. He could feel his blood on his skin, again. If he lost him again, if that ever happened, Ryuutaro had a feeling that he would have to learn how to hurt and kill.
What was he even doing? He was letting Hayato be bloodied again and again, because of him, because of him. When had he gotten this weak that he couldn't even protect what meant most to him?

His own father stepped closer and somewhere through the mist in his mind Ryuutaro could hear himself shouting at him to get help and for once, for once do the right thing. He doesn't even notice anymore that his father actually leaves.
Ryuutaro doesn't notice much, except for Hayato. This felt and looked way too much like the time Hayato had died and fear was rushing through every bit of Ryuutaro's body and mind.
"...you're better than that... better than any of them... better than any piece of this world... so ... please..."
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] [shock] Gdit various main villai)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-28 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
'And'? For the blink of an eye he looked disgusted.
"I'm not staying with him!"

Then the seriousness of this hits him and he was one step short from actually cursing under his breath.

"Hayato and I don't have a place to stay on this island..."
That much for a safe place to get to... Well, it wasn't like they had planned to even visit this horrible place.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] Rushing to the rescue)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-28 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro absolutely hated to have to do this Have to talk to his father, have to leave Hayato. It was the most frightening thought.
But he saw that is was necessary and that only made it worse.

So he all but rushed out of the room, his steps like more gunfire on the floor of the hallway as he caught his father just to get the address out of him. Because as far as Ryuutaro was concerned his father had absolutely no say in whether or not Hayato got brought there. He didn't like the thought, but everything was better than here.

So soon after he returned and at least could tell Bianchi the where in short words. He hated how she had talked to him, but right now he had no time to be nitpicky.
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] No more organsizations)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-28 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro hated that she touched him, but he was much too shaken himself to back away. It seemed like too much wasted effort for this moment. He nods, his breathing still shaky form the panic.
"I will not let him go."
It could mean various things, but Ryuutaro just couldn't think about anything but the fact that he would not let him die again. It was something he kept repeating in his head over and over and it was the only thing that kept him from crying as he stumbled inside of the car.
Placing his hands anywhere close to the injury was a horrible feeling... Hayato's blood on his fingers.. like in the vision... like in reality... He had to struggle to keep his breathing slow enough, but he could do this.
He was not letting him go ever again. This world could not have him, neither living nor dead.
"...you're better... so don't... don't even think about letting them get you... Hayato..."
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] [serious] I dare to disagree)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-29 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro's heart and mind were practically screaming at each other inside his head. His instincts told him to scream at every part of this filthy world, to keep Hayato to himself and never, never let any of these people get close to him again...

...but his mind knew that more than anything Hayato needed professional help. So he did as he was told, as careful as he could. His facial expression was a mixture of worry, anger and panic. This man should better be good at what he did or Ryuutaro would make him question all of his senses. Maybe he was weaker than anybody in this world, but he had trained battle hypnosis...
A thoughts process like this just further proved to himself how instable he was right now, but he couldn't bring himself to care. He could deal with sanity later.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] [anger] Developing hatred)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-29 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro felt nauseous as he watched Shamal work, but he didn't care. He would not take his eyes of Hayato again for as long as they were in this place and if that meant he had to watch this, then he would.

The question seemed to bring his mind back from very far away, but he still answered relatively quickly.
"I'm blood-type A."
At that he realized that actually he didn't know what Hayato was. They had missed on filling each other in on so much random information... But then again, they had done everything the wrong way anyway.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] [anger] Suddenly I'm a Kiyoshi)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-29 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Not even that. Not even his blood was a match for Hayato's. If possible it made Ryuutaro feel even worse right now.

At the request a lingering unsure yakuza member earned a fan to the face as he was send to get the requested item. Ryuutaro was surprised how natural ordering these men around came to him. At least it served to get the clothes hanger a lot faster than if Ryuutaro would have had to search for it, given he had never even been to this place before.
Ryuutaro handed it over to Shamal and a second later he had told the yakuza to just leave already. He could explain what was going on to them later.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] It's going down)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-29 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro nodded, finally feeling again that his hands and legs were shaking a bit.
"That's good..."
He didn't know what else to say, his brain didn't work exactly coherent. The flashbacks in his head were slowing down, but they weren't about to stop and it made the world seem like it was a bit farther away than it should be. Ryuutaro walked over to the bed, looking down at Hayato, his lips pressed together.
Why did such things always have to happen?
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] Raven hair and skin so fair)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-29 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro couldn't hold back a sharp exhaling of breath as Shamal said the last phrase. He wished it was like that. How he wished it was. But he's seen him die. He knew it was possible, it could happen, from one moment to another. In a matter of minutes the person he loved could be erased from the world and he knew painfully well how it felt.

"I can say that I know. I know him longer than a few days. It does seem impossible to go without seeing him injured... I have seen every level of injury on him." Which was probably true... "And I have to say it does not make it feel any better."

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