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andsuddenlydynamite ([personal profile] andsuddenlydynamite) wrote2010-07-28 10:55 pm
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When Hayato found himself back in his world, alone, he naturally had written off what happened at the manor as a dream... but at the same time... he couldn’t help but feel the pangs of heartbreak. He felt stupid for falling for something that had to have been a dream.... but the idea of having someone that loved him for just being him... it... it was too good to be true... but didn’t matter now. He had to push his feelings aside. His future self had failed the Tenth, now he was in the future with his boss to try to prevent this from happening. But it wasn’t easy, the Vongola were being hunted for their Vongola rings by the Millefiore family. While he didn't want to admit it... he was scared. He had already failed the Tenth once, he was in this strange foreign world where there was a price on his head, and to top it all off he had lost the boy who loved him.... naturally his mood had taken a SPECIAL turn south. He had already lashed out on Yamamoto a few times. Now him and the baseball idiot were screwed into an all knew lifetime because he lost his temper. One of the Millefiore generals had engaged them in a fight, Yamamoto was down, and now Hayato was being toyed with by Gamma. The man had him pinned on the ground, stepping on his hand until their was a sickening crack. Hayato screamed in agony but refused to say a word... he would gladly die for his boss’s sake. This was all his fault to begin with. If he hadn’t acted out... if his future self hadn’t failed his boss....
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[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-01 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro nodded. "Go do that, yes. You probably need both after all this exhaustion."

And there were chances that the water would wake Hayato up for good. As cute as the morning-braindead-Hayato could be, in this place Ryuutaro preferred the awake version.
While he'd come to terms with being here and managed quite well on his own, Hayato's awake company was still better than that.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] He wants this. Badly.)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-04 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Asfshjafg always these surprises, stop giving him little heart attacks. Or.... maybe just don't stop at all. Ever.
So Ryuutaro just smiled and chuckled, wrapping his arms around Hayato softly.

"Feeling more awake now?" He should probably say good morning again, considering how asleep Hayato had been until a while ago...
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] [smirk] She could be a super-mod)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-05 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"You have, but I think that was to be expected after the fight you went through."
As unpleasant as it might be for Ryuutaro to be alone at this foreign place, he understood how badly his boyfriend needed the rest. And it wasn't like he could not manage on his own.

"I'm settling in though, I think."
Or something like this. At least he didn't feel horribly misplaced anymore and it was easier to act as usually, walk like he owned the universe, even when he didn't.
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[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-07 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro managed to support Hayato enough that his head didn't crash to the floor on full speed, at least.
He went down on his knees, next to his boyfriend and gave a fake-smile at the group.

"A bit too late, but it's still something that would be really helpful."

He looked everyone over, trying to figure out what was even going on in this little get-together while he waited for Hayato to wake up.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] He wants this. Badly.)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-11 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Get up and outside again? The thought alone was all it took to make Ryuutaro almost forgive the weird situation that walking in here had caused. The sky, fresh air... He needed it, he needed it badly.
And seeing Hayato's apartment was another big plus. Even if this was the future, it was closest he ever would've gotten to finally comprehending how Hayato had lived before the Manor.

He smiled, suddenly seeming even more fine with the world than before, almost a bit happy.
"Well, that will be interesting for the both of us then, won't it?"
Future Hayato's apartement... It'd give him a feeling of how Hayato would turn to be after all this was over... it might even be a tad more exiting than the usual one. Ryuutaro was so deprived of fortune-telling, anything future just exited him.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] Not so bad after all)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-14 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
As unnaturally gloomy as Ryuutaro had been over the last time as easy it was to get him exited. It was as if his usual not-this-not-that-mood had vanished in favor of the extremes. Had he noticed this, Ryuutaro would probably have done his best to get back to his prior self, but for now he remained oblivious to the change. It would most likely calm down again anyway.

He held himself close to Hayato as he looked around the city once again, this time with considerably more calm and attention than the last short time they'd been up here.
It really wasn't so much difference from his world after all, if he disregarded the lack of beyblades, but by now he was used to that.
But then again what he saw here didn't matter as much as what he had witnessed earlier. The nature of a world was underneath what meets the eye. But Ryuutaro didn't want to reduce the place to mafia business either, that would've killed him.
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[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-16 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
This was actually the first time Ryuutaro really got close to a school. The first nine years of his live he'd been taught by a private teacher (not even that was fully common in his world, parental teaching was usual) and after he ran away he just stopped learning school material all together. He could read, write and earn money, so what did it matter?
His curiosity was growing about this, though the concept of public schools still seemed almost weird to him (even though they did exist in his world just fine).
Once again he just pictured Hayato in this place, in the everyday life he used to have before they met, staying silent over all these thoughts for the moment being.
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[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-21 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro remained positioned in the door frame while the others walked into the room, feeling a bit like a ghost. For once it wasn't so bad though.
Sure, it was an awkward feeling, but it was an appreciated insight in what kind of daily life Hayato had come from. It had always been so much trouble to imagine, with places and people he did not know and could not imagine up either.

This made it easier.

Ryuutaro found himself thinking back to their time in his world. Hayato had probably had a similar ghost-like feeling at the get-togethers. Even if they belonged with each other, they really didn't belong into each other's worlds. Not until now, at least.
Ryuutaro had thankfully stopped really identifying the dimension he came from as his world... it made it at least a tiny bit easier to think about settling here.
He wondered if he would be expected to go to this school as well. An odd thought. But then again, this world did not have records about him, so how would they know? Truth was... Ryuutaro just had no clue how a school system worked.

So he just watched the others, smiling vacantly to himself.
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[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-22 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro shrugged almost unnoticably as he gracefully stepped over to them. He wasn't shy after all and he had to make very sure it would not be mistaken for it.
When he reached the group, he leaned against a wall, fan half-opened in his hand. While he didn't use the item a lot around Hayato anymore (it was just so impractical, he needed his hands then... walking around holding hands and needing another to open doors or carry something that already made for difficulties after all), he would always make sure to use it a lot when around others as well. It was a part of him, a part of his personality that he needed to make sure to come accross just right.
Hayato knew him anyway and beyond the boundaries of what he'd usually let people see, so with him... he could put the fan aside and only use it when it came natural and he felt like it. ... fanshushes tended to be needed one time or another after all

Ryuutaro still did not take part in the conversation though, not because he would be too awkward doing so, but because what he wanted was listening. Listening and looking pretty seemed like the perfect strategy right now. ... admittedly he tended to be better at the later and problematic with the first.
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[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-23 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
God, he really needed Tsuna's allowance for this? Ryuutaro nearly rolled his eyes, but then he figured he really had to learn to deal with this... it didn't make it better one did, but this was probably a thing too major than to have Hayato change it. Grah.
But he was in a forgiving mood, so he let the thought go after a moment.

"I must admit, I'm really curious now. But then again, I suppose so are you?"
It was ten years in the future after all. And Hayato was less used to seeing the future than Ryuutaro was. Granted this was completely different. A too far-away future... and actually being in it.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] Wai so happy 'Taro?)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-24 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
That... looked a lot more like 'home' than Ryuutaro would ever have expected at Hayato's introduction. Ryuutaro slipped out of his shoes and then past Hayato, into the apartment, looking around with wide eyes.
He took a closer look at some details here and there, seeming completely amazed. For a minute he said nothing, than his expression turned into a smile.
Soon after he was chuckling, no, laughing.
It was a bit like when he had discovered that his ability had returned to him, just not that disbelieving insane and more genuinely amused and happy.
Right now it was just so much easier to believe in changing worlds.
deeplymeaningless: ([smirk] Dontcha wish your girlfriend)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-26 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro wondered how long it had taken them to figure out this design (then again, they were here now... which meant they would know from the start. This was a mess), what it had been like... Or rather what it would be like. He was used to seeing the future, but never before he had been this curious about it. Better than anyone he knew that waiting for the future was just that, waiting, but for once it seemed a hard thing.
They would be living here... granted in the past, but... It was such a major step that Ryuutaro could even momentarily put aside his dislike of permanently living in houses.

However, the fortune-teller was snapped out of his merry thoughts when he was kissed and it wasn't like he would mind. Especially not with such a princely sweet gesture as the last. Having calmed down from laughter he smiled.
"I'm looking forward to it."
He didn't bother specifying it. He meant all of it. It would be fine. It was great to be this optimistic and without doubt for a moment.
Edited 2012-03-26 23:32 (UTC)
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[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-27 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
This was really different from his visions after all, Ryuutaro thought. What he got where cryptic messages, a code of fate, things he could so easily get wrong... This was nothing like that. It was all in front of him, right in front of him. If he moved and reached out, nothing would fade away. No flash of white to take him back into the past, not yet.
In all his years as a fortune-teller, a gifted one, Ryuutaro had paid the thought of what was going to happen to himself amazingly little thought. He had been fine with small things, good or bad, irrelevant omens and knowing he was on the general track of fate.
Now he had it all written out, in direct view. How he was going to look when he was older, how he would dress, what kind of places he would be at... who he would be with.
On their first meeting he had made just such a simple and everyday prediction. Telling people they would find someone for them, that special encounter coming up... It was what he did. He had told people countless times, because that was how life was. What he could see and others couldn't. Fate.
In the end it turned out that the person who's future he had been most oblivious to was himself.
Ryuutaro could see everyone's future, the fate of the world, but his own had just crashed into his life without warning. Looking back, Ryuutaro wouldn't have wanted it any other way. It had been so hard, everything had been, even only days before.. and he wouldn't have wanted it any other way. Ryuutaro hadn't thought about the oddness of it all for a long time already, but now he just smiled silently to himself
'Strange, isn't it?'
Because it was.

His hand matched Hayato's in tightening the grip. For a while he said nothing. His eyes were just looking at the pictures over and over. He didn't seem like he would lose his eccentric nature anywhere in the next ten years, albeit his looks varied. His make-up did and on one of the recent pictures it seemed almost shockingly subtle. Future. It seemed like they wouldn't change a lot though... and then again they would. Ryuutaro was a patient person, but right now he couldn't wait.

"We look happy."
It was obvious, but what did he care?
"Being able to see the future is nice, isnt it?"

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