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andsuddenlydynamite ([personal profile] andsuddenlydynamite) wrote2010-07-28 10:55 pm
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When Hayato found himself back in his world, alone, he naturally had written off what happened at the manor as a dream... but at the same time... he couldn’t help but feel the pangs of heartbreak. He felt stupid for falling for something that had to have been a dream.... but the idea of having someone that loved him for just being him... it... it was too good to be true... but didn’t matter now. He had to push his feelings aside. His future self had failed the Tenth, now he was in the future with his boss to try to prevent this from happening. But it wasn’t easy, the Vongola were being hunted for their Vongola rings by the Millefiore family. While he didn't want to admit it... he was scared. He had already failed the Tenth once, he was in this strange foreign world where there was a price on his head, and to top it all off he had lost the boy who loved him.... naturally his mood had taken a SPECIAL turn south. He had already lashed out on Yamamoto a few times. Now him and the baseball idiot were screwed into an all knew lifetime because he lost his temper. One of the Millefiore generals had engaged them in a fight, Yamamoto was down, and now Hayato was being toyed with by Gamma. The man had him pinned on the ground, stepping on his hand until their was a sickening crack. Hayato screamed in agony but refused to say a word... he would gladly die for his boss’s sake. This was all his fault to begin with. If he hadn’t acted out... if his future self hadn’t failed his boss....
deeplymeaningless: ([chibi] [smile] [smirk] Why thank you)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-27 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
More passionate than what Ryuutaro had planned, but he was not going to complain. For now Hayato could have this his way, he didn't mind in the slightest.
As soon as Hayato finally deepened the kiss for real, one of his hands found it's way into Hayato's hair, loosely tangling up there, the other just rested around his boyfriend's waist.

Lazily he wondered how many times they had or rather would kiss on this spot, in this apartment, but then again it didn't really matter at all. He was really happy right now.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] [smile] True believer)

Random icons everywhere!

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-28 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro let the kiss last and last, not intending to break apart any sooner than necessary. He was determined to not worry about a single thing as long as they were in this apartment. The rest of the world could wait, it had taken too much energy already.

When he finally has to break the connection of lips for a moment his lips lingered close to Hayato's as he smiled.

"I love you..."
Usually he wasn't prone to saying this out of the blue, but was now even an occasion that could be called random? They would spend the next ten years together, had their fate written out and visible to everyone... It made the words almost too obvious for even having to be said.
deeplymeaningless: ([smirk] Good Luck come my way)

That would be horrible XD ... and kind of funny...

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-28 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro seriously wished that Hayato wasn't so blunt about things sometimes. No matter how almost romantic he might put things, it was still just so horribly blunt that Ryuutaro just wanted to facepalm. The most horrible thing was that Hayato could make him blush every time though. And Ryuutaro didn't even blush easily.
But along with the impulse to roll his eyes came the fact that Hayato had something slightly... convincing about him. He always had. It was maddening. And he just did have to speak this silently...
Ryuutaro exhaled his breath slowly. 'No worries' was what he had thought earlier? Supposedly this was the best way. He had to forgive the bluntness. Again. Maybe he was just a bit too attracted to Hayato being Hayato after all.

So he smiled, like he always did, maybe a bit more seductively.
"Shouldn't that be obvious?"
Ryuutaro: Never giving straight-out answers since forever
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] [serious] All for victory)

..it will ruin all moods ever... ahahahaha... /still does it. /sob

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-29 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro's breath got caught in his throat for a moment. He didn't know why, but every time Hayato got closer to him this way he felt himself almost surprised even if he knew exactly what was coming and what it felt like.
There should be a moment of getting used to being this intimate, but Ryuutaro had not really gotten to that point yet, at least not fully.
While it felt strange everytime, Ryuutaro was a lot more comfortable with this kind of closeness by now. He knew it was extremely pleasant to say the least and that in the end he did want to be this close...

Settling on a way of breathing that consisted of small gasps but was still stable took a few seconds in which he was thankful for the walls existence, but when he had found stability again and was able to deal with the sudden sensations, Ryuutaro moved his hands from their previous locations to the collar of Hayato's shirt, fumbling with the buttons. Hayato was always so fast with undressing him, it wasn't fair.
deeplymeaningless: ([chibi] Pouting into eternity)

/cries at random icons... ... i don't even...

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-29 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
It was almost too easy like this, but only almost. It wasn't like Ryuutaro wouldn't enjoy having everything he wanted easily accessable as well. And honestly, in these situations his sanity pretty much got lost. He never found the time to think about something for longer than just a few seconds.
His arms wrapped around Hayato's now-naked body, one of his hands drawing circles over the back of his boyfriend's neck and his back.

Ryuutaro tilted his head to the side to give Hayato even more access to the skin at his neck and closed his eyes. No need for sight right now.
As soon as he felt Hayato's hand at his tie Ryuutaro let out a sigh and tightened his grip around his boyfriend. Alright, now he was convinced this was a good idea.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] I can't lose)

this is srs bsns, okay?! XD

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-03-29 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
And all that served pretty well to get Ryuutaro more and more erect in next to no time and reduce him to a mess of little noises. He was more sensitive than he wanted to be, but again the 'no-caring-anymore' kicked in, reliable as it was, and served to make self-consciousness get lost somewhere in all sorts of other feelings.
And Hayato did have similar problems, or maybe not really problems after all. Ryuutaro couldn't help but smirk a bit as he let his fingers tip-toe down his boyfriends chest, slowly, feathery, because he had all the time in the world for this.
Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, the less awkward Ryuutaro got about all this the more of a tease he became.
It didn't take terribly long for him to open up his boyfriend's jeans though.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] Being a good kid in the crowd)

THIS ICON APPROVES.

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-04-08 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
It had taken Ryuutaro about forever to figure out how to act in situations like this (and he was not proud of his slow learning speed at all), but luckily enough he was in the process of mastering it finally.
He smirked a bit and wrapped his thin fingers around Hayato's member, travelling up and down, first feathery and then with a bit more pressure.

And then the smirk vanished in favour of more pleasured expression. Being sensitive as he was was curse and blessing in one. "Mhm..." Not the most wordy contribution, but what conversation in first place? And who cared?
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] [smirk] Obligatory pose)

My thoughts exactly /sob

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-04-10 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
If his face hadn't already been flushed from the arousal alone, this would have been where Ryuutaro had turned bright red. Hayato's straight forward nature in these things was really driving him insane.
Any sort of disapproving reaction was expertly blocked by Hayato's movement though. Instead of rolling his eyes or anything Ryuutaro just moaned quietly. Hayato had tactics with these things, he had to give him that.

'Right here' though? Seriously...
"No... preference... But, H-hayato... right here... seems less than comfortable...."
Ryuutaro wasn't going to be picky about wherever they slept with each other in this apartment that he had entered for the first time today.. But the floor seemed like the least classy thing in the world to him, that much was sure.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] I can't lose)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-04-11 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
The sensation of being stretched like this did and had always lingered between 'weird', 'uncomfortable' and 'pleasant'. Over time as Ryuutaro got used to everything it had gravitates more and more towards pleasant though, which he was thankful for.
It was not helping him think more clearly, but then again that wasn't needed all that much. In the end, what did it matter where? As long as it happened and there was absolutely no way around that right now.

As the kiss ended Ryuutaro leaned his forehead against Hayato's shoulder, catching his breath for a second. "C-couch... sounds acceptable."
But no matter what, if he was expected to speak then it would be correct phrases. If Hayato could muster up the self control to speak properly, so could he (ignoring the fact that he was just... not as able to). That he just practically said the first and easiest word coming to his mind was just a minor setback in the grand picture.
And because talking was still annoying no matter what, Ryuutaro changed his actions to lightly kissing over Hayato's shoulder and upper chest. Took way less brainpower after all.
deeplymeaningless: ([shock] You wanna WHAT me?)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-04-14 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro had to admit that he liked the fact that he nearly never had to walk to wherever they would continue their intimacy. Maybe being carried in public was embarrassing and he was not a damsel or anything after all... but in private he had come to enjoy it a lot. Good thing Hayato was so strong.
For now Ryuutaro just let Hayato do whatever he wanted... No matter how much more used he got to this, getting him to be active was still a bit of work.
He moaned out silently as Hayato's fingers entered him again, moving back against them a bit. The coolness of the oil felt weird, but Ryuutaro had come to accept that 'weird' in sexual activities often lead to 'pleasant' just a moment later. At least that was how he perceived it.

... passive or not, it was a bit annoying to be facing away from Hayato though. Ryuutaro glanced over his shoulder to look at his boyfriend. That was a bit uncomfortable, but whatever. "...hmh... enough of this... "
He was getting rather build up for real intercourse, too.
"... hayato...."
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] also sad..)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-04-15 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
"A-aah..!"
The shoutout couldn't really be taken for a complaint and it wasn't meant to be. Of course it did hurt. It always did. But not badly so, not enough to ask for Hayato to stop. Against popular beliefs Ryuutaro was not a glass doll after all.
This was close to sensory overload though. So much, so fast.
But it wasn't like he could complain. It only took a bit to get used to Hayato inside of him, this was far from their first time after all.
Ryuutaro's fingers gripped the fabric of the couch firmly as he pushed back against Hayato, trying to find sync with him.
He couldn't hold back in making noises anymore, from gasps to moans. Hayato's mouth on his neck, his body so close... Ryuutaro liked.
deeplymeaningless: ([smirk] Psycho)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-04-15 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
It was easy to forget the world existed, if they were just like this, nothing more. Maybe forgetting the world was what Ryuutaro had needed, too. This place he needed to stay at... the manor... the world that was not his any longer... To get them all out of his mind.
Right now all he could think and feel was Hayato and it was fine just like that.
So fast, so intense... His strangled noises were growing louder as he felt his climax building up slowly.

"Hayato... A-ah... hmh.. "

Like this it was easy to forget about pride and these things, too.

"...I love...you..."
Just that. Nothing more.

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