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When Hayato found himself back in his world, alone, he naturally had written off what happened at the manor as a dream... but at the same time... he couldn’t help but feel the pangs of heartbreak. He felt stupid for falling for something that had to have been a dream.... but the idea of having someone that loved him for just being him... it... it was too good to be true... but didn’t matter now. He had to push his feelings aside. His future self had failed the Tenth, now he was in the future with his boss to try to prevent this from happening. But it wasn’t easy, the Vongola were being hunted for their Vongola rings by the Millefiore family. While he didn't want to admit it... he was scared. He had already failed the Tenth once, he was in this strange foreign world where there was a price on his head, and to top it all off he had lost the boy who loved him.... naturally his mood had taken a SPECIAL turn south. He had already lashed out on Yamamoto a few times. Now him and the baseball idiot were screwed into an all knew lifetime because he lost his temper. One of the Millefiore generals had engaged them in a fight, Yamamoto was down, and now Hayato was being toyed with by Gamma. The man had him pinned on the ground, stepping on his hand until their was a sickening crack. Hayato screamed in agony but refused to say a word... he would gladly die for his boss’s sake. This was all his fault to begin with. If he hadn’t acted out... if his future self hadn’t failed his boss....

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Tsuna looked rather exasperated remembering the whole... event with the playground.

"Y-yeah... scorch marks are still there though..."

Hayato rubbed the back of his neck nervously, and chuckled a bit before the group moved to go inside. They walked through the halls peeking in classroom, laughing and joking and telling stupid school stories, until they found their homeroom.

They wandered inside, taking seats at there old desks. Hayato finds his desk by the front of the room and takes a seat, swinging his leg up onto the desk.

Yamamoto got comfortable slouched over on his desk, and chuckled a bit, "From this angle the teacher never noticed if I fell wanted to nap!"

Gokudera scoffed, "Tch, didn't matter if I were tired or not, I'd fall asleep as soon as the teacher hit me."

Ryuutaro remained positioned in the door frame while the others walked into the room, feeling a bit like a ghost. For once it wasn't so bad though.
Sure, it was an awkward feeling, but it was an appreciated insight in what kind of daily life Hayato had come from. It had always been so much trouble to imagine, with places and people he did not know and could not imagine up either.

This made it easier.

Ryuutaro found himself thinking back to their time in his world. Hayato had probably had a similar ghost-like feeling at the get-togethers. Even if they belonged with each other, they really didn't belong into each other's worlds. Not until now, at least.
Ryuutaro had thankfully stopped really identifying the dimension he came from as his world... it made it at least a tiny bit easier to think about settling here.
He wondered if he would be expected to go to this school as well. An odd thought. But then again, this world did not have records about him, so how would they know? Truth was... Ryuutaro just had no clue how a school system worked.

So he just watched the others, smiling vacantly to himself.

They remained idly chatting and laughing for a bit. Gokudera would give Yamamoto a hard time for being an overly cheerful idiot, Yamamoto laughed it off. Tsuna would bring up a few 'remember whens' here and there, including the story behind Gokudera nearly getting them both expelled and then subsequently blowing up the play ground.

Though it didn't take long for Gokudera to notice his boyfriend's absence, and quickly gestured him over to join them. Even if he wasn't there to experience the stories first hand, Ryuutaro was his family, so these stories were for him too.

Ryuutaro shrugged almost unnoticably as he gracefully stepped over to them. He wasn't shy after all and he had to make very sure it would not be mistaken for it.
When he reached the group, he leaned against a wall, fan half-opened in his hand. While he didn't use the item a lot around Hayato anymore (it was just so impractical, he needed his hands then... walking around holding hands and needing another to open doors or carry something that already made for difficulties after all), he would always make sure to use it a lot when around others as well. It was a part of him, a part of his personality that he needed to make sure to come accross just right.
Hayato knew him anyway and beyond the boundaries of what he'd usually let people see, so with him... he could put the fan aside and only use it when it came natural and he felt like it. ~~... fanshushes tended to be needed one time or another after all~~

Ryuutaro still did not take part in the conversation though, not because he would be too awkward doing so, but because what he wanted was listening. Listening and looking pretty seemed like the perfect strategy right now. ... admittedly he tended to be better at the later and problematic with the first.

The talk and chatter continued for a good while, until Haru piqued up mentioning she would like to see her house before it got too late. Upon agreeing they had stayed long enough they headed out to leave the school, in much lighter spirits then they had been the past good long while.

Though, once they're out in front of the school, Hayato decides it would be a good point to separate from the group.

"Hey boss, would it be alright if Ryuutaro and I went to my apartment instead?" Since he couldn't give too much of a crap about Haru's house.

Tsuna turned around, slightly weirded out by the fact that Gokudera felt the need to ask his permission for that.... but then again... he was sort of used to it, "Th-that's fine Gokudera-kun... Y-you don't need to ask..."

Gokudera just beamed in response and grabbed Ryuutaro's hand, and giving an enthusiastic wave in Tsuna's direction, started to head down a different street.

"Thanks boss!"

The group just waved back...

Tsuna silently wondering why he was being thanked... it was almost like he was Gokudera's mom...

God, he really needed Tsuna's allowance for this? Ryuutaro nearly rolled his eyes, but then he figured he really had to learn to deal with this... it didn't make it better one did, but this was probably a thing too major than to have Hayato change it. Grah.
But he was in a forgiving mood, so he let the thought go after a moment.

"I must admit, I'm really curious now. But then again, I suppose so are you?"
It was ten years in the future after all. And Hayato was less used to seeing the future than Ryuutaro was. Granted this was completely different. A too far-away future... and actually being in it.

Gokudera just beamed and nodded, "Yeah! Besides... I sorta miss my apartment... it's... been a really long time..."

He took a deep breath and looked ahead, tightening his grip on his boyfriend's hand. The apartment was only a few blocks away, and the closer they got the quicker Hayato's pace got until they arrived right in front of the door. As a habit, Gokudera looked under his rug for his spare key, as he had when the Author put a look-alike of his apartment in Ryuutaro's world, and low and behold, the key to the front door. He looked a bit nervous... but also rather excited. He put the key in the door and unlocked it, but before he opened it he looked at Ryuutaro still smiling.

"Welcome home, Tesoro."

And he pushed open the door to reveal.... a surprisingly nice apartment. It was obvious it had once been that rather dumpy apartment he was living in. The rooms were more-or-less the same size, but it had been completely renovated into a unique mix of western and Japanese furniture. It wasn't excessive in any way, but it was quite nice.

Gokudera's jaw completely dropped when he saw it.

"Th-this ain't what it looked like when I left home..."

...granted this was ten years in the future but still, it was a large overhaul of his apartment...

That... looked a lot more like 'home' than Ryuutaro would ever have expected at Hayato's introduction. Ryuutaro slipped out of his shoes and then past Hayato, into the apartment, looking around with wide eyes.
He took a closer look at some details here and there, seeming completely amazed. For a minute he said nothing, than his expression turned into a smile.
Soon after he was chuckling, no, laughing.
It was a bit like when he had discovered that his ability had returned to him, just not that disbelieving insane and more genuinely amused and happy.
Right now it was just so much easier to believe in changing worlds.

After looking around, a bit awed himself, the sound of Ryuutaro laughing caught his attention. Hayato beamed, and his chest felt light. Ryuutaro looked so happy.... it was such a relief....

... such a relief in fact that he started laughing too. He leaned over to give Ryuutaro a peck on the cheek. They were home. Even despite the mess they were in... and that this wasn't the home they would know when they went back into their right time... none of that mattered at the moment.

He was just so happy... he couldn't find the words. He reached over to take Ryuutaro's hand and give it a squeeze before bringing it to his lips to kiss his lover's fingers.

Ryuutaro wondered how long it had taken them to figure out this design (then again, they were here now... which meant they would know from the start. This was a mess), what it had been like... Or rather what it would be like. He was used to seeing the future, but never before he had been this curious about it. Better than anyone he knew that waiting for the future was just that, waiting, but for once it seemed a hard thing.
They would be living here... granted in the past, but... It was such a major step that Ryuutaro could even momentarily put aside his dislike of permanently living in houses.

However, the fortune-teller was snapped out of his merry thoughts when he was kissed and it wasn't like he would mind. Especially not with such a ~~princely~~ sweet gesture as the last. Having calmed down from laughter he smiled.
"I'm looking forward to it."
He didn't bother specifying it. He meant all of it. It would be fine. It was great to be this optimistic and without doubt for a moment.

Edited 2012-03-26 23:32 (UTC)

"Me too." And he tugged Ryuutaro's hand to start to lead him around the apartment. There were a few pictures scattered around the apartment. There were a few group shots of Hayato with the Vongola, with Hayato's older self looking proud and stoic. Then there are the pictures of Hayato and Ryuutaro together from anywhere from age fifteen to twenty-five. Some are pictures that seemed to have been snuck on outings with the group, but in every shot Hayato is either holding Ryuutaro's hand or had his arm draped around him in some way. In every shot together Hayato is sporting a big cheerful grin whenever his face is in few, though occasionally he's too busy planting a kiss on his lover's cheek.

Hayato looked at the pictures, smiling, and holding Ryuutaro's hand a bit tighter. Even ten years in the future, they were still as in love as they were now. It choked Hayato up for a few moments, and a smile spread across his face.

This was really different from his visions after all, Ryuutaro thought. What he got where cryptic messages, a code of fate, things he could so easily get wrong... This was nothing like that. It was all in front of him, right in front of him. If he moved and reached out, nothing would fade away. No flash of white to take him back into the past, not yet.
In all his years as a fortune-teller, a gifted one, Ryuutaro had paid the thought of what was going to happen to himself amazingly little thought. He had been fine with small things, good or bad, irrelevant omens and knowing he was on the general track of fate.
Now he had it all written out, in direct view. How he was going to look when he was older, how he would dress, what kind of places he would be at... who he would be with.
On their first meeting he had made just such a simple and everyday prediction. Telling people they would find someone for them, that special encounter coming up... It was what he did. He had told people countless times, because that was how life was. What he could see and others couldn't. Fate.
In the end it turned out that the person who's future he had been most oblivious to was himself.
Ryuutaro could see everyone's future, the fate of the world, but his own had just crashed into his life without warning. Looking back, Ryuutaro wouldn't have wanted it any other way. It had been so hard, everything had been, even only days before.. and he wouldn't have wanted it any other way. Ryuutaro hadn't thought about the oddness of it all for a long time already, but now he just smiled silently to himself
'Strange, isn't it?'
Because it was.

His hand matched Hayato's in tightening the grip. For a while he said nothing. His eyes were just looking at the pictures over and over. He didn't seem like he would lose his eccentric nature anywhere in the next ten years, albeit his looks varied. His make-up did and on one of the recent pictures it seemed almost shockingly subtle. Future. It seemed like they wouldn't change a lot though... and then again they would. Ryuutaro was a patient person, but right now he couldn't wait.

"We look happy."
It was obvious, but what did he care?
"Being able to see the future is nice, isnt it?"

Gokudera looked to Ryuutaro, sporting that same cheery smile that his older self did in the pictures, though at current his eyes were welling up. He was just so happy. This was the family he had always wanted, and he wasn't going anywhere.

"W-we do." Hayato laughed and nodded,trying to speak without his voice cracking, "I-I'm happy too... I'm home..."

It meant something a bit different now than what it did before. His home was more than a place he lived. It was where he had his family, where he could be happy, and not have to worry about how the world saw him. It was where he could be loved.

"You are."
It was all Ryuutaro had to say about this. Whatever 'home' for him was was still to be determined and right now he didn't want to think about it at all. So instead of dwelling on the subject he leaned forward to kiss his boyfriend on the lips.
Not only so that they didn't have to talk, but also because he really wanted to.
They might have the next ten years and the time after, but they also had now.

A kiss Gokudera so happily returned, wrapping his arms around Ryuutaro to hold him close. Finally, they could really just kiss like this and not worry about getting interrupted. He could just be with his boyfriend...

And maybe he's pushing into those kisses a little more passionately, and do his old trick of quickly jerking his thigh between Ryuutaro's legs to get him to gasp so he could slip his tongue into his mouth.

More passionate than what Ryuutaro had planned, but he was not going to complain. For now Hayato could have this his way, he didn't mind in the slightest.
As soon as Hayato finally deepened the kiss for real, one of his hands found it's way into Hayato's hair, loosely tangling up there, the other just rested around his boyfriend's waist.

Lazily he wondered how many times they had or rather would kiss on this spot, in this apartment, but then again it didn't really matter at all. He was really happy right now.

Gokudera's face flushed as he simply let himself get lost in the kiss, one hand wrapped around his lower back, the other was placed on the side of Ryuutaro's neck, while his thumb stroked his lover's cheek. It just felt so good to be this close again. Ryuutaro's breath, his scent, his touch... it was all he needed.

Ryuutaro let the kiss last and last, not intending to break apart any sooner than necessary. He was determined to not worry about a single thing as long as they were in this apartment. The rest of the world could wait, it had taken too much energy already.

When he finally has to break the connection of lips for a moment his lips lingered close to Hayato's as he smiled.

"I love you..."
Usually he wasn't prone to saying this out of the blue, but was now even an occasion that could be called random? They would spend the next ten years together, had their fate written out and visible to everyone... It made the words almost too obvious for even having to be said.

Gokudera smiled, enjoying the feeling of Ryuutaro's warm breath as he spoke those words, "I love you too, Ryuutaro."

And with that he pressed another kiss to his lover's lips, before pulling back and leaning his head against Ryuutaro's so that they were cheek-to-cheek. He closed his eyes for a moment to just take in the feeling. Everything was wonderful, they were close, alone... but Hayato couldn't help but want a little more. It had felt like forever since he really got to make love to his boyfriend. Sure, they had a quick round in the library, but they didn't get to really enjoy it for fear that they would get walked in on. He wanted to make Ryuutaro feel good, that was always his favorite part. Being able to get so close and satisfy his boyfriend while doing so.

"Ryuutaro... we've got some time alone... and well... we haven't been able to really be together for a while... so... do you want to...?" Hayato slid the hand that was on Ryuutaro's neck down a little so that he could slip a couple fingers under the neckline of the hakama, to further hint at where he wanted to take this, "I want you really bad right now..."

Ryuutaro seriously wished that Hayato wasn't so blunt about things sometimes. No matter how almost romantic he might put things, it was still just so horribly blunt that Ryuutaro just wanted to facepalm. The most horrible thing was that Hayato could make him blush every time though. And Ryuutaro didn't even blush easily.
But along with the impulse to roll his eyes came the fact that Hayato had something slightly... convincing about him. He always had. It was maddening. And he just did have to speak this silently...
Ryuutaro exhaled his breath slowly. 'No worries' was what he had thought earlier? Supposedly this was the best way. He had to forgive the bluntness. Again. Maybe he was just a bit too attracted to Hayato being Hayato after all.

So he smiled, like he always did, maybe a bit more seductively.
"Shouldn't that be obvious?"
~~Ryuutaro: Never giving straight-out answers since forever~~

Gokudera knew Ryuutaro enough to be able to translate his vague answers to 'yes'... well at least when sex was involved. Hayato smiled a bit as well before slipping the yukata off Ryuutaro's shoulder, caressing the exposed flesh with his hand, and leaning down to start kissing his boyfriend's neck. While his other hand moved to unlatch his belt, letting it fall to the floor with a clatter, and letting the Yukata slip open. Hayato wasted no time in moving his hands to then start caressing Ryuutaro's exposed chest.

Slowly he backed Ryuutaro against the wall to keep him stable while the teen started to grind his hips against his lover's, keeping his thigh between Ryuutaro's legs to press up against his groin with every grinding thrust against him.

Ryuutaro's breath got caught in his throat for a moment. He didn't know why, but every time Hayato got closer to him this way he felt himself almost surprised even if he knew exactly what was coming and what it felt like.
There should be a moment of getting used to being this intimate, but Ryuutaro had not really gotten to that point yet, at least not fully.
While it felt strange everytime, Ryuutaro was a lot more comfortable with this kind of closeness by now. He knew it was extremely pleasant to say the least and that in the end he did want to be this close...

Settling on a way of breathing that consisted of small gasps but was still stable took a few seconds in which he was thankful for the walls existence, but when he had found stability again and was able to deal with the sudden sensations, Ryuutaro moved his hands from their previous locations to the collar of Hayato's shirt, fumbling with the buttons. Hayato was always so fast with undressing him, it wasn't fair.

Hayato paused in his touching to help Ryuutaro undo his shirt, quickly shrugging it off, and pulling back for a moment to pull his undershirt over his head and tossing it to the floor. He loved it when Ryuutaro took iniative, and he wouldn't hesitate for a second to give him what he wanted when he did.

In a moment he was right back to touching his boyfriend, caressing him, kissing him, grinding against him. He let his hands move over his chest, stomach, and back while assaulting his neck with nips and kisses, while one hand pulled up the leg on Ryuutaro's hakama so he could start moving his hand up and down his thigh.

It was almost too easy like this, but only almost. It wasn't like Ryuutaro wouldn't enjoy having everything he wanted easily accessable as well. And honestly, in these situations his sanity pretty much got lost. He never found the time to think about something for longer than just a few seconds.
His arms wrapped around Hayato's now-naked body, one of his hands drawing circles over the back of his boyfriend's neck and his back.

Ryuutaro tilted his head to the side to give Hayato even more access to the skin at his neck and closed his eyes. No need for sight right now.
As soon as he felt Hayato's hand at his tie Ryuutaro let out a sigh and tightened his grip around his boyfriend. Alright, now he was convinced this was a good idea.

Hayato smirked when he felt Ryuutaro hold him tighter after he brought his hand up from his leg to tug at the tie. He tugged it a little bit looser, not enough for the hakama to fall, but enough so that he could slip his hands into Ryuutaro's pants. He started to rub at him and cup him and even squeeze him through the fabric of his boxers, but didn't actually slip his hand in. At least not in front, after a few moments of fondling him, he moved his hands to his lower back and slipped them into his boxers at last to start caressing and feeling his rear occasionally dipping foreward to fondle his sack as well. His skin was so soft and just curved so nicely, it was so tempting to just stop the foreplay and just turn him around to take that rear right then and there. But he still needed to stretch Ryuutaro out first otherwise it would hurt.

He let out a pleased groan from Ryuutaro's touches, and he could pants getting tight as his arousal pushed up against his jeans. He didn't want to have to remove his hands from Ryuutaro's pants though, so to try to nonverbally convey his desire he paused in his grinding to bump his groin against Ryuutaro's and let out a few little whines.

Edited 2012-03-29 21:37 (UTC)

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FFFT no fitting icons >w>

Random icons everywhere!

/tempted to use the random icon button

That would be horrible XD ... and kind of funny...

...let's do it.

..it will ruin all moods ever... ahahahaha... /still does it. /sob

It so wiiiillll

/cries at random icons... ... i don't even...

/GIGGLING FOREVER