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When Hayato found himself back in his world, alone, he naturally had written off what happened at the manor as a dream... but at the same time... he couldn’t help but feel the pangs of heartbreak. He felt stupid for falling for something that had to have been a dream.... but the idea of having someone that loved him for just being him... it... it was too good to be true... but didn’t matter now. He had to push his feelings aside. His future self had failed the Tenth, now he was in the future with his boss to try to prevent this from happening. But it wasn’t easy, the Vongola were being hunted for their Vongola rings by the Millefiore family. While he didn't want to admit it... he was scared. He had already failed the Tenth once, he was in this strange foreign world where there was a price on his head, and to top it all off he had lost the boy who loved him.... naturally his mood had taken a SPECIAL turn south. He had already lashed out on Yamamoto a few times. Now him and the baseball idiot were screwed into an all knew lifetime because he lost his temper. One of the Millefiore generals had engaged them in a fight, Yamamoto was down, and now Hayato was being toyed with by Gamma. The man had him pinned on the ground, stepping on his hand until their was a sickening crack. Hayato screamed in agony but refused to say a word... he would gladly die for his boss’s sake. This was all his fault to begin with. If he hadn’t acted out... if his future self hadn’t failed his boss....

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"Me too." And he tugged Ryuutaro's hand to start to lead him around the apartment. There were a few pictures scattered around the apartment. There were a few group shots of Hayato with the Vongola, with Hayato's older self looking proud and stoic. Then there are the pictures of Hayato and Ryuutaro together from anywhere from age fifteen to twenty-five. Some are pictures that seemed to have been snuck on outings with the group, but in every shot Hayato is either holding Ryuutaro's hand or had his arm draped around him in some way. In every shot together Hayato is sporting a big cheerful grin whenever his face is in few, though occasionally he's too busy planting a kiss on his lover's cheek.

Hayato looked at the pictures, smiling, and holding Ryuutaro's hand a bit tighter. Even ten years in the future, they were still as in love as they were now. It choked Hayato up for a few moments, and a smile spread across his face.

This was really different from his visions after all, Ryuutaro thought. What he got where cryptic messages, a code of fate, things he could so easily get wrong... This was nothing like that. It was all in front of him, right in front of him. If he moved and reached out, nothing would fade away. No flash of white to take him back into the past, not yet.
In all his years as a fortune-teller, a gifted one, Ryuutaro had paid the thought of what was going to happen to himself amazingly little thought. He had been fine with small things, good or bad, irrelevant omens and knowing he was on the general track of fate.
Now he had it all written out, in direct view. How he was going to look when he was older, how he would dress, what kind of places he would be at... who he would be with.
On their first meeting he had made just such a simple and everyday prediction. Telling people they would find someone for them, that special encounter coming up... It was what he did. He had told people countless times, because that was how life was. What he could see and others couldn't. Fate.
In the end it turned out that the person who's future he had been most oblivious to was himself.
Ryuutaro could see everyone's future, the fate of the world, but his own had just crashed into his life without warning. Looking back, Ryuutaro wouldn't have wanted it any other way. It had been so hard, everything had been, even only days before.. and he wouldn't have wanted it any other way. Ryuutaro hadn't thought about the oddness of it all for a long time already, but now he just smiled silently to himself
'Strange, isn't it?'
Because it was.

His hand matched Hayato's in tightening the grip. For a while he said nothing. His eyes were just looking at the pictures over and over. He didn't seem like he would lose his eccentric nature anywhere in the next ten years, albeit his looks varied. His make-up did and on one of the recent pictures it seemed almost shockingly subtle. Future. It seemed like they wouldn't change a lot though... and then again they would. Ryuutaro was a patient person, but right now he couldn't wait.

"We look happy."
It was obvious, but what did he care?
"Being able to see the future is nice, isnt it?"

Gokudera looked to Ryuutaro, sporting that same cheery smile that his older self did in the pictures, though at current his eyes were welling up. He was just so happy. This was the family he had always wanted, and he wasn't going anywhere.

"W-we do." Hayato laughed and nodded,trying to speak without his voice cracking, "I-I'm happy too... I'm home..."

It meant something a bit different now than what it did before. His home was more than a place he lived. It was where he had his family, where he could be happy, and not have to worry about how the world saw him. It was where he could be loved.

"You are."
It was all Ryuutaro had to say about this. Whatever 'home' for him was was still to be determined and right now he didn't want to think about it at all. So instead of dwelling on the subject he leaned forward to kiss his boyfriend on the lips.
Not only so that they didn't have to talk, but also because he really wanted to.
They might have the next ten years and the time after, but they also had now.

A kiss Gokudera so happily returned, wrapping his arms around Ryuutaro to hold him close. Finally, they could really just kiss like this and not worry about getting interrupted. He could just be with his boyfriend...

And maybe he's pushing into those kisses a little more passionately, and do his old trick of quickly jerking his thigh between Ryuutaro's legs to get him to gasp so he could slip his tongue into his mouth.

More passionate than what Ryuutaro had planned, but he was not going to complain. For now Hayato could have this his way, he didn't mind in the slightest.
As soon as Hayato finally deepened the kiss for real, one of his hands found it's way into Hayato's hair, loosely tangling up there, the other just rested around his boyfriend's waist.

Lazily he wondered how many times they had or rather would kiss on this spot, in this apartment, but then again it didn't really matter at all. He was really happy right now.

Gokudera's face flushed as he simply let himself get lost in the kiss, one hand wrapped around his lower back, the other was placed on the side of Ryuutaro's neck, while his thumb stroked his lover's cheek. It just felt so good to be this close again. Ryuutaro's breath, his scent, his touch... it was all he needed.

Ryuutaro let the kiss last and last, not intending to break apart any sooner than necessary. He was determined to not worry about a single thing as long as they were in this apartment. The rest of the world could wait, it had taken too much energy already.

When he finally has to break the connection of lips for a moment his lips lingered close to Hayato's as he smiled.

"I love you..."
Usually he wasn't prone to saying this out of the blue, but was now even an occasion that could be called random? They would spend the next ten years together, had their fate written out and visible to everyone... It made the words almost too obvious for even having to be said.

Gokudera smiled, enjoying the feeling of Ryuutaro's warm breath as he spoke those words, "I love you too, Ryuutaro."

And with that he pressed another kiss to his lover's lips, before pulling back and leaning his head against Ryuutaro's so that they were cheek-to-cheek. He closed his eyes for a moment to just take in the feeling. Everything was wonderful, they were close, alone... but Hayato couldn't help but want a little more. It had felt like forever since he really got to make love to his boyfriend. Sure, they had a quick round in the library, but they didn't get to really enjoy it for fear that they would get walked in on. He wanted to make Ryuutaro feel good, that was always his favorite part. Being able to get so close and satisfy his boyfriend while doing so.

"Ryuutaro... we've got some time alone... and well... we haven't been able to really be together for a while... so... do you want to...?" Hayato slid the hand that was on Ryuutaro's neck down a little so that he could slip a couple fingers under the neckline of the hakama, to further hint at where he wanted to take this, "I want you really bad right now..."

Ryuutaro seriously wished that Hayato wasn't so blunt about things sometimes. No matter how almost romantic he might put things, it was still just so horribly blunt that Ryuutaro just wanted to facepalm. The most horrible thing was that Hayato could make him blush every time though. And Ryuutaro didn't even blush easily.
But along with the impulse to roll his eyes came the fact that Hayato had something slightly... convincing about him. He always had. It was maddening. And he just did have to speak this silently...
Ryuutaro exhaled his breath slowly. 'No worries' was what he had thought earlier? Supposedly this was the best way. He had to forgive the bluntness. Again. Maybe he was just a bit too attracted to Hayato being Hayato after all.

So he smiled, like he always did, maybe a bit more seductively.
"Shouldn't that be obvious?"
~~Ryuutaro: Never giving straight-out answers since forever~~

Gokudera knew Ryuutaro enough to be able to translate his vague answers to 'yes'... well at least when sex was involved. Hayato smiled a bit as well before slipping the yukata off Ryuutaro's shoulder, caressing the exposed flesh with his hand, and leaning down to start kissing his boyfriend's neck. While his other hand moved to unlatch his belt, letting it fall to the floor with a clatter, and letting the Yukata slip open. Hayato wasted no time in moving his hands to then start caressing Ryuutaro's exposed chest.

Slowly he backed Ryuutaro against the wall to keep him stable while the teen started to grind his hips against his lover's, keeping his thigh between Ryuutaro's legs to press up against his groin with every grinding thrust against him.

Ryuutaro's breath got caught in his throat for a moment. He didn't know why, but every time Hayato got closer to him this way he felt himself almost surprised even if he knew exactly what was coming and what it felt like.
There should be a moment of getting used to being this intimate, but Ryuutaro had not really gotten to that point yet, at least not fully.
While it felt strange everytime, Ryuutaro was a lot more comfortable with this kind of closeness by now. He knew it was extremely pleasant to say the least and that in the end he did want to be this close...

Settling on a way of breathing that consisted of small gasps but was still stable took a few seconds in which he was thankful for the walls existence, but when he had found stability again and was able to deal with the sudden sensations, Ryuutaro moved his hands from their previous locations to the collar of Hayato's shirt, fumbling with the buttons. Hayato was always so fast with undressing him, it wasn't fair.

Hayato paused in his touching to help Ryuutaro undo his shirt, quickly shrugging it off, and pulling back for a moment to pull his undershirt over his head and tossing it to the floor. He loved it when Ryuutaro took iniative, and he wouldn't hesitate for a second to give him what he wanted when he did.

In a moment he was right back to touching his boyfriend, caressing him, kissing him, grinding against him. He let his hands move over his chest, stomach, and back while assaulting his neck with nips and kisses, while one hand pulled up the leg on Ryuutaro's hakama so he could start moving his hand up and down his thigh.

It was almost too easy like this, but only almost. It wasn't like Ryuutaro wouldn't enjoy having everything he wanted easily accessable as well. And honestly, in these situations his sanity pretty much got lost. He never found the time to think about something for longer than just a few seconds.
His arms wrapped around Hayato's now-naked body, one of his hands drawing circles over the back of his boyfriend's neck and his back.

Ryuutaro tilted his head to the side to give Hayato even more access to the skin at his neck and closed his eyes. No need for sight right now.
As soon as he felt Hayato's hand at his tie Ryuutaro let out a sigh and tightened his grip around his boyfriend. Alright, now he was convinced this was a good idea.

Hayato smirked when he felt Ryuutaro hold him tighter after he brought his hand up from his leg to tug at the tie. He tugged it a little bit looser, not enough for the hakama to fall, but enough so that he could slip his hands into Ryuutaro's pants. He started to rub at him and cup him and even squeeze him through the fabric of his boxers, but didn't actually slip his hand in. At least not in front, after a few moments of fondling him, he moved his hands to his lower back and slipped them into his boxers at last to start caressing and feeling his rear occasionally dipping foreward to fondle his sack as well. His skin was so soft and just curved so nicely, it was so tempting to just stop the foreplay and just turn him around to take that rear right then and there. But he still needed to stretch Ryuutaro out first otherwise it would hurt.

He let out a pleased groan from Ryuutaro's touches, and he could pants getting tight as his arousal pushed up against his jeans. He didn't want to have to remove his hands from Ryuutaro's pants though, so to try to nonverbally convey his desire he paused in his grinding to bump his groin against Ryuutaro's and let out a few little whines.

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And all that served pretty well to get Ryuutaro more and more erect in next to no time and reduce him to a mess of little noises. He was more sensitive than he wanted to be, but again the 'no-caring-anymore' kicked in, reliable as it was, and served to make self-consciousness get lost somewhere in all sorts of other feelings.
And Hayato did have similar problems, or maybe not really problems after all. Ryuutaro couldn't help but smirk a bit as he let his fingers tip-toe down his boyfriends chest, slowly, feathery, because he had all the time in the world for this.
Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, the less awkward Ryuutaro got about all this the more of a tease he became.
It didn't take terribly long for him to open up his boyfriend's jeans though.

He made a little frustrated groan when Ryuutaro started to tease him and his brows knit together, not uncommon reaction when he was teased, but relaxed abit when his erection wasn't pushing against his jeans. He pulled his hands back from Ryuutaro's pants to guide his boyfriend's into his boxers to cup his sack and throbbing member, he wanted Ryuutaro to feel him up as well. Ryuutaro's touches always felt so good, and he needed a little bit more before he would be erect enough to do anything.

He needed to prep Ryuutaro a bit too, so he removed one hand from guiding Ryuutaro's and brought it up to his mouth to suck on it briefly before slipping it back down Ryuutaro boxers and started rubbing at his entrance.

It had taken Ryuutaro about forever to figure out how to act in situations like this (and he was not proud of his slow learning speed at all), but luckily enough he was in the process of mastering it finally.
He smirked a bit and wrapped his thin fingers around Hayato's member, travelling up and down, first feathery and then with a bit more pressure.

And then the smirk vanished in favour of more pleasured expression. Being sensitive as he was was curse and blessing in one. "Mhm..." Not the most wordy contribution, but what conversation in first place? And who cared?

Hayato could feel himself swelling with the touched from his lover's hand, he let out a groan and his breaths began to come quicker and in time with Ryuutaro's stroking.

"Mmmm... Ryuutaro...."

They were almost ready to move on a little bit... but they were in the middle of the hall... should probably ask Ryuutaro where he wanted to get it on... not that Hayato had any problem doing his boyfriend on the floor or against the wall...

"Tesoro... to you want me to take you right here?" And the moment he said 'take you' he slipped his middle finger into Ryuutaro starting to move it in and out of his boyfriend, "Or I could take you somewhere else.... where do you want it?"

If his face hadn't already been flushed from the arousal alone, this would have been where Ryuutaro had turned bright red. Hayato's straight forward nature in these things was really driving him insane.
Any sort of disapproving reaction was expertly blocked by Hayato's movement though. Instead of rolling his eyes or anything Ryuutaro just moaned quietly. Hayato had tactics with these things, he had to give him that.

'Right here' though? Seriously...
"No... preference... But, H-hayato... right here... seems less than comfortable...."
Ryuutaro wasn't going to be picky about wherever they slept with each other in this apartment that he had entered for the first time today.. But the floor seemed like the least classy thing in the world to him, that much was sure.

Just as Ryuutaro finished speaking, Gokudera slipped a second finger into Ryuutaro, and continued his motions with two.

"Where Tesoro?" He paused to briefly take Ryuutaro's lips, running his tongue over his lover's before pulling back again,"I can take yuo in the bedroom, on the couch, in the bath.... where do you want me?"

And at his last statement he carefully slipped in a third finger, it was getting tight but he did his best to be gentle so that it wouldn't be too uncomfortable. As awkward as he had been on their first few times, when he was still so awed simply by seeing his boyfriend aroused and naked, Hayato had been rather quickl to pick up on where to touch, how to touch, and what generally felt good.... and he enjoyed it too...

The sensation of being stretched like this did and had always lingered between 'weird', 'uncomfortable' and 'pleasant'. Over time as Ryuutaro got used to everything it had gravitates more and more towards pleasant though, which he was thankful for.
It was not helping him think more clearly, but then again that wasn't needed all that much. In the end, what did it matter where? As long as it happened and there was absolutely no way around that right now.

As the kiss ended Ryuutaro leaned his forehead against Hayato's shoulder, catching his breath for a second. "C-couch... sounds acceptable."
But no matter what, if he was expected to speak then it would be correct phrases. If Hayato could muster up the self control to speak properly, so could he (ignoring the fact that he was just... not as able to). That he just practically said the first and easiest word coming to his mind was just a minor setback in the grand picture.
And because talking was still annoying no matter what, Ryuutaro changed his actions to lightly kissing over Hayato's shoulder and upper chest. Took way less brainpower after all.

Hayato lingered for a moment, just enjoying the attention Ryuutaro was giving to his chest. It felt damn good to have that warm, moist mouth on his skin, but eventually he had to break away, pulling his hand out of Ryuutaro's pants and instead settling on scooping him up to carry him into the next room, laying him on the couch, and very promptly tugged down Ryuutaro's hakama. Though in his haste he only tugged it down to his thighs, far too eager to get his hand on Ryuutaro's exposed erection.

It was hot, and he could feel it throbbing against his palm as he ran his hand up and down it's length. Then he moved his hand down, briefly massaging his sack before turning his attention back to Ryuutaro's rear. Damn, he was going to need to find some lotion or something to lubricate him before he could actually penetrate him. Shit there had to be something nearby...

Hayato paused to look around for anything he could use to make entering Ryuutaro smoother, when he spotted the little end table next to the couch. He near frantically opened the drawer, rummaging through the contents until he found a little bottle of oil.... well then... this wasn't the first time they went at it on the couch...

Er... well it was but just not for the couch.... oh to hell with the time crap. Ryuutaro was laying under him all nice and horny and he was hard and itching for sex.

He gently shifted Ryuutaro onto his stomach, so that he could get a better reach into his lover's rear, and poured some of the oil onto his hand. The liquid was warm and made his handle tingle a bit... he bit his lip getting rather excited. This was going to feel really good. Once more he worked his three fingers into his boyfriend, thrusting them in and out, watching as stray drips slid down between Ryuutaro's thighs...

He didn't know how much more of this he could take... he needed Ryuutaro so bad right now...

Ryuutaro had to admit that he liked the fact that he nearly never had to walk to wherever they would continue their intimacy. Maybe being carried in public was embarrassing and he was not a damsel or anything after all... but in private he had come to enjoy it a lot. Good thing Hayato was so strong.
For now Ryuutaro just let Hayato do whatever he wanted... No matter how much more used he got to this, getting him to be active was still a bit of work.
He moaned out silently as Hayato's fingers entered him again, moving back against them a bit. The coolness of the oil felt weird, but Ryuutaro had come to accept that 'weird' in sexual activities often lead to 'pleasant' just a moment later. At least that was how he perceived it.

... passive or not, it was a bit annoying to be facing away from Hayato though. Ryuutaro glanced over his shoulder to look at his boyfriend. That was a bit uncomfortable, but whatever. "...hmh... enough of this... "
He was getting rather build up for real intercourse, too.
"... hayato...."

"Al-alright..."

Hayato removed his fingers from Ryuutaro and took his own erection in his hand, slipping the foreskin from the head of his cock before pressing it up to Ryuutaro's entrance.

"I'm goin' inside you now, if it... i-if it hurts... let me know alright?"

Hayato slowly pushed his head into Ryuutaro, that had always been the most difficult part, as it just barely fit and he didn't want to hurt his boyfriend. But once the pushed his head through, the rest of him slid inside with ease. He let out a little gasp from the feeling of being inside Ryuutaro again and wasted no time in starting to pump into his boyfriend, hard and fast. He then leaned down over Ryuuaro, so that their faces were next to each other, and he could start kissing and nipping his neck and shoulders as he was earlier. One hand moved ontop of Ryuutaro's while the other wrapped around his torso in a kind of hug, but only for a moment before he moved it down to Ryuutaro's erection to start stroking it.

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FFFT no fitting icons >w>

Random icons everywhere!

/tempted to use the random icon button

That would be horrible XD ... and kind of funny...

...let's do it.

..it will ruin all moods ever... ahahahaha... /still does it. /sob

It so wiiiillll

/cries at random icons... ... i don't even...

/GIGGLING FOREVER

this is srs bsns, okay?! XD

SERIOUS?! DO I GET TO MAKE BATMAN REFERENCE?!

THIS ICON APPROVES.

Well he DID have a good fist in that one >w>

My thoughts exactly /sob

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