andsuddenlydynamite: ([injured] DON'T TOUCH THE FACE!)
andsuddenlydynamite ([personal profile] andsuddenlydynamite) wrote2010-07-28 10:55 pm
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When Hayato found himself back in his world, alone, he naturally had written off what happened at the manor as a dream... but at the same time... he couldn’t help but feel the pangs of heartbreak. He felt stupid for falling for something that had to have been a dream.... but the idea of having someone that loved him for just being him... it... it was too good to be true... but didn’t matter now. He had to push his feelings aside. His future self had failed the Tenth, now he was in the future with his boss to try to prevent this from happening. But it wasn’t easy, the Vongola were being hunted for their Vongola rings by the Millefiore family. While he didn't want to admit it... he was scared. He had already failed the Tenth once, he was in this strange foreign world where there was a price on his head, and to top it all off he had lost the boy who loved him.... naturally his mood had taken a SPECIAL turn south. He had already lashed out on Yamamoto a few times. Now him and the baseball idiot were screwed into an all knew lifetime because he lost his temper. One of the Millefiore generals had engaged them in a fight, Yamamoto was down, and now Hayato was being toyed with by Gamma. The man had him pinned on the ground, stepping on his hand until their was a sickening crack. Hayato screamed in agony but refused to say a word... he would gladly die for his boss’s sake. This was all his fault to begin with. If he hadn’t acted out... if his future self hadn’t failed his boss....
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] The determination. All of it.)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2011-12-02 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
After years at the Manor and being some kind of illusionist himself Ryuutaro wasn't surprised about this at all.
Chrome's condition was worrying him a bit more, but not too much. People here needed to know how far they could push themselves for themselves. He couldn't handle worrying for anybody else than Hayato.

So he just followed silently and warily.
deeplymeaningless: ([shock] Shit is happening all the time)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2011-12-03 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
A sharp intake of breath.
Ryuutaro didn't run there though. He knew that would be stupid. He knew this could all be one giant trap and running in there headlessly could end up in a disaster.
His first steps were slow and wary, but when nothing happened they fastened up until he could kneel down next to Hayato, anxiously turning him around.

The how maniest time was this for him to look at an injured Hayato? He couldn't tell anymore, but it didn't get better the more it happened.
Everytime he could feel his heart hammer against his chest, his body getting cold.
He was scared. Every single time.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] Not so bad after all)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2011-12-03 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
And as soon as Ryuutaro could see Hayato was ..relatively... fine, he smiled widely as well.
He was so relieved. Just so relieved.
"I know...", he replied serenely.
This time he had been pretty sure at least. Ryuutaro softly brushed his hand through Hayato's hair.
"And I'm glad..."
deeplymeaningless: ([Smile] Owned ya)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2011-12-04 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro shook his head, which probably resulted in his hair tickling Hayato slightly, seeing how Hayato had fallen back onto him.

"Naturally. That's what I'm here for."
It would be slightly odd for him to come here and then deny Hayato his help after all. Even though he'd been pretty much dragged to this place.

He adjusted the positions of his arms so he could assist Hayato properly.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] And this is how you use fans)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2011-12-11 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
For once it didn't feel too bad or worrying to support Hayato like this. Even though the general tension did not really leave Ryuutaro, for the moment being they were fine and he could relax a little bit.

He smiled at Hayato softly. This battle did turn out right at least and he was glad.

The only thing he wished for now was knowing what would happen after this. Even if he had got his fortune-telling back that didn't mean he could just know about everything he wanted to.
And he did not have the time to properly read into anything, so right now he had to wait, just like everybody else.
deeplymeaningless: ([whut] I saw Daidouji in the shower)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2011-12-30 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
A thing in which Ryuutaro joined in - with some elegance of course.
He was not fully sure what was even going on anymore, but if it all was as it seemed, it could not be very good.
Younger versions did have this tendency to be weaker then their future selves (when the future self was not already an old man, naturally, but that was not the case here).

Ryuutaro was still so very lost on everything happening in this world however.

So WTF-facing along with everyone was probably the only thing he could do right now.
deeplymeaningless: ([shock] Shit is happening all the time)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-08 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro's eyes were darting around in panic the moment he woke up again, even if his head hurt from the fast visual impressions. Trapped. This was no good at all.
Hayato's presence reassured him a bit though and without him even realizing it, his hand went to Hayato's chest, grabbing his shirt tightly.

"Y-yeah... I'm fine..."

Well, at least relatively. They were caught and that thought alone was enough to make panic rise in every part of him, but he could manage and call himself down just for the moment being.
deeplymeaningless: (In a state of shock)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-09 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro was one step short of telling Hayato he did not need those reassurances, but he didn't. Because he really did and believing Hayato did help him a great deal right now.
He just remained close to Hayato, holding on to him. They'd be out of here soon, he wouldn't have to spend much time as a prisoner again. Not again.

But then the machine opened and Ryuutaro raised his head to look inside as well. So that was what he'd look like. What he'd become and who he'd stay with.
He was considerably less shocked than Gokudera though. Even if this was the farthest and most real look into the future he had, he still was used to it.
This was just proof of what was his fate and what ought to happen.
His look wandered from his older self to the older Hayato, curiously for a moment. This was the man he was going to see the boy next to him grow into. A fascinating thought, indeed.
He looked up at Hayato and for a short moment he was smiling.
"Looks like interesting times to come", he said silently, not really expecting any sort of answer.
deeplymeaningless: ([shock] [anger] Feeling so impure)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-12 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro would lie, saying he wasn't scared. Not as scared as he once would have been, but scared enough. But he knew he shouldn't be. He knew he should've learned by now and be stronger. He was stronger now...
But also trapped and locked into something, threatened to kind of suffocate with poison even combined about everything he was scared of. Trapped. Unable to breath. Poisoned.

Listening to Hayato helped banning the words out of his head, at least that.
He nodded, but his hands were still tightly clenching Hayato's clothes and did not seem like they'd relax anytime soon.

"I-i know... I'm... an expert about future, right...? Of course it'll be f-fine..."
deeplymeaningless: ([whut] No really?)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-14 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro looked up, startled by the shots as well as the extreme change in Souichi's behaviour.
That made no sense at all anymore, but since Ryuutaro had given up on making sense out of things a while ago it wasn't that bad for him.

"...what is this about?"

Were they dying now? Didn't seem like it, not yet, and that wasn't so bad.
Souchi seemed merely pathetic right now...
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] [serious] Who you meet is no acc)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-19 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro did his best to keep up with the explanations and comprehend everything in time.
It had all been planned out... He wasn't sure if that made their situation better or worse, but the longer Souichi talked the more he thought it was the latter.

Leaving Hayato out on all this wasn't earning Tsuna any points in Ryuutaro's book either. His boyfriend was worth more than all those other people here and hurting him was not allowed.
Even if he might see or not see the reasons, that was just out of question.

And... something to protect? He felt himself get angry. He thought of the girls and children... For that they had been endangered? He might not care for other people overly much, but he was not cold-hearted either.
This was just wrong and maybe just the reason he had learned to hate organisations.

"... this is ridiculous", he said silently. He was here for Hayato and he would not ever leave him alone in this, but... This world... these people... He could feel himself liking them even less and less.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] I can't lose)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-20 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"Don't say that."
Ryuutaro did his best to not make it sound too sharply as he looked up at Hayato, a serious look on his face. He was tired of hearing it. He had decided to stay here and it was not Hayato who had messed this world up that badly, quite the contrary.

"It's not like any of this would be your fault."

He wished Hayato would stop taking everything on himself. Maybe there were some things he had to blame himself for, but something like this?
It was all just so very ridiculous. Ryuutaro's hand clung to Hayato's tightly.
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] [serious] Eye narrowing)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-21 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro just stared at the hologram for a moment and he felt anger boiling everywhere inside of him. The way he talked reminded him so much of Daidouji.

He was slowly reaching the point beyond being afraid at which he just was angry. They deserved none of this, it was just not fair. He wasn't even sure what he was angry at specifically, but he was so angry, he wanted to scream.

For someone who loved working along he got involved in organisation business a few times too often in his life.
"So he's behind all of this?", he whispered, his voice cold as ice as he tried to hold back all the rage.

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