andsuddenlydynamite: ([injured] DON'T TOUCH THE FACE!)
andsuddenlydynamite ([personal profile] andsuddenlydynamite) wrote2010-07-28 10:55 pm
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When Hayato found himself back in his world, alone, he naturally had written off what happened at the manor as a dream... but at the same time... he couldn’t help but feel the pangs of heartbreak. He felt stupid for falling for something that had to have been a dream.... but the idea of having someone that loved him for just being him... it... it was too good to be true... but didn’t matter now. He had to push his feelings aside. His future self had failed the Tenth, now he was in the future with his boss to try to prevent this from happening. But it wasn’t easy, the Vongola were being hunted for their Vongola rings by the Millefiore family. While he didn't want to admit it... he was scared. He had already failed the Tenth once, he was in this strange foreign world where there was a price on his head, and to top it all off he had lost the boy who loved him.... naturally his mood had taken a SPECIAL turn south. He had already lashed out on Yamamoto a few times. Now him and the baseball idiot were screwed into an all knew lifetime because he lost his temper. One of the Millefiore generals had engaged them in a fight, Yamamoto was down, and now Hayato was being toyed with by Gamma. The man had him pinned on the ground, stepping on his hand until their was a sickening crack. Hayato screamed in agony but refused to say a word... he would gladly die for his boss’s sake. This was all his fault to begin with. If he hadn’t acted out... if his future self hadn’t failed his boss....
deeplymeaningless: ([whut] No really?)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-14 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro looked up, startled by the shots as well as the extreme change in Souichi's behaviour.
That made no sense at all anymore, but since Ryuutaro had given up on making sense out of things a while ago it wasn't that bad for him.

"...what is this about?"

Were they dying now? Didn't seem like it, not yet, and that wasn't so bad.
Souchi seemed merely pathetic right now...
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] [serious] Who you meet is no acc)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-19 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro did his best to keep up with the explanations and comprehend everything in time.
It had all been planned out... He wasn't sure if that made their situation better or worse, but the longer Souichi talked the more he thought it was the latter.

Leaving Hayato out on all this wasn't earning Tsuna any points in Ryuutaro's book either. His boyfriend was worth more than all those other people here and hurting him was not allowed.
Even if he might see or not see the reasons, that was just out of question.

And... something to protect? He felt himself get angry. He thought of the girls and children... For that they had been endangered? He might not care for other people overly much, but he was not cold-hearted either.
This was just wrong and maybe just the reason he had learned to hate organisations.

"... this is ridiculous", he said silently. He was here for Hayato and he would not ever leave him alone in this, but... This world... these people... He could feel himself liking them even less and less.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] I can't lose)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-20 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"Don't say that."
Ryuutaro did his best to not make it sound too sharply as he looked up at Hayato, a serious look on his face. He was tired of hearing it. He had decided to stay here and it was not Hayato who had messed this world up that badly, quite the contrary.

"It's not like any of this would be your fault."

He wished Hayato would stop taking everything on himself. Maybe there were some things he had to blame himself for, but something like this?
It was all just so very ridiculous. Ryuutaro's hand clung to Hayato's tightly.
deeplymeaningless: ([anger] [serious] Eye narrowing)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-21 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro just stared at the hologram for a moment and he felt anger boiling everywhere inside of him. The way he talked reminded him so much of Daidouji.

He was slowly reaching the point beyond being afraid at which he just was angry. They deserved none of this, it was just not fair. He wasn't even sure what he was angry at specifically, but he was so angry, he wanted to scream.

For someone who loved working along he got involved in organisation business a few times too often in his life.
"So he's behind all of this?", he whispered, his voice cold as ice as he tried to hold back all the rage.
deeplymeaningless: ([shock] Can't believe my eyes)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-25 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro stared up at the pictures and he went back the way, back form the anger, back into fear.
He looked at Hayato silently and then he just closed his eyes tightly, hiding his face in Hayato's clothes as he leaned against his chest.
He hated being this weak, but right now he couldn't bring himself to care for his pride anymore. Just for a few minutes he needed to pretend nothing around him existed.
deeplymeaningless: ([hurt] If I should leave tommorow)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-26 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro had his eyes closed, just waiting for whatever might happen next anxiously. This encounter had to be over soon after all, he just needed to wait and trust.
His heart was pounding against his chest almost hurtfully and for a moment all he wanted was for his nightmare to be over and done with. He wanted to wakeup wherever, sometime in the past when these problems had not existed.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] Is that your hand at my ass?)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-26 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro stared at the hole for a moment, but that was fine by him, compared to the things to have scared him earlier. Messing with the laws of physic was rather usual in his world as well. Sure, the destroyed stadiums had been bad, but when Ryuuga was involved he also wouldn't have been surprised by worse things.
It was just the amount of violence in this world that scared him, even though that now that Byakuran's hologram was gone, he'd surpress it as good as he could.

He scared blankly for another minute before smiling slightly as he looked at Hayato.
"Indeed. Knowing that is worth a lot."
He took a deep breath as he looked up, leaning against Hayato's shoulder.
He knew that Hayato had told him to not get used to this, he knew how much it meant to Hayato and while he knew he wouldn't be able to get used to it anytime soon, he wondered if it wouldn't be better to try, regardless of what Hayato said.
Only being here to be protected, to be scared... that was not the kind of life he'd ever want to live.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] [smirk] Straight to video)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-27 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro looked up. Well, that was a face he had not seen for quite some time. He wasn't even surprised at the random appearance anymore. After the same thing had happened to Hibari and the base disappeared and Byakuran and in general and all these confusing things... He was just too tired to even care.

"Hello, Sasagawa-kun", he smiled a bit.
He wasn't even sure if this Ryohei would know him, because either he had not been to the Manor yet or already forgotten it maybe, but greeting didn't hurt either way.
And however annoying Ryohei had been, it was kind of nice to see a more familiar face at this place.
deeplymeaningless: ([serious] It's going down)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-01-29 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Ryuutaro gave Yamamoto a weak smile. It was not that he overly liked him or anything, it was just that somehow he felt that he needed to atone for being more than willing to let him die. Even if - and Ryuutaro knew it - if another situation like that came up again, it would be the same, albeit more reluctant.

But yes, the situation was no good at all. Ryuutaro thought for a little moment.
"...if I have my powers back now... I might be able to give you the advantage of knowing some details about the future, if you'd accept my humble offer. I'm not completely sure though, I'd need to test how far this world's fate lets me go."
Usually he would've never admitted to any kind of weakness, but this was a matter of life and death and he wanted to do something, even if he wasn't sure how much he could actually do.
There once was a time when he thought fate could not be changed, but that had been his world's fate.... And even if this fate was the same... At least they could maybe meet the unavoidable with some preparations made.
deeplymeaningless: ([whut] Are you seriously serious?)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-02-02 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
While Ryuutaro certainly didn't need anybody's acceptance, he was still rather glad when Reborn reacted positively to his offer.
As much as he disliked the entire Vongola-thing, he wanted to somehow contribute to this. It would be a bit more like he was actually carrying his own weight.

As the boxes show up, Ryuutaro said nothing and just watched. He had no real idea of these things, so he'd have to wait and see what happened and what those even were.
deeplymeaningless: ([smile] hey sweetheart)

[personal profile] deeplymeaningless 2012-02-12 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Seeing and feeling Hayato's reaction, Ryuutaro could about imagine what would have to run through his head right now. While he still couldn't quite understand it, there was no reason not to be happy for him. Vongola or not Vongola, seeing Hayato glad was almost always a good thing.
Even if Ryuutaro had no idea what was up with these boxes. And for a moment he wondered why boxes should be any less weird than spinning tops

Ryuutaro smiled up at Hayato faintly. There was no 'congratulations' simply because Hayato should know by now just how natural Ryuutaro thought this was.