Hayato smiles and starts walking towards Hibari's section of the base, on the way he grabbed a blanket and pillow from his room. When they got there Hayato cautiously peaked in... Hibari was working but didn't seem to be paying attention so VERY cautiously he snuck by and found a little private corner FAR away from Hibari. He hoped the breeze from the vents in the high ceiling above would help ease Ryuutaro a bit.
He set up a little spot for them and took a seat, setting up the blanket and pillows. He doesn't make his usual motions to cuddle with Ryuutaro. In the past week, he felt Ryuutaro had rejected him twice. Once when Ryuutaro had told him to more or less get off... and then... the first time Ryuutaro struck him.
He knew he hadn't intended for it to hurt, Ryuutaro was just having a hard time, and he just kept messing up. He knew it was his fault but...
it had hurt... and he was afraid he would mess up again. In fact he knew he would. He couldn't take any more of that kind of pain. Sure, things had slowly started to recover. He had the systema C.A.I., so he was confident with his strength, and they had a lot of fun cooking together... he knew he loved him, and that the feeling was mutual. Hayato had come to terms with that the first time they made love. He knew that wouldn't change, and at the moment he just felt so vulnerable.
Hayato brought his legs up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them, resting his head on his knees so he could look at Ryuutaro. He pushed all his feelings aside and just smiled at his boyfriend, trying to stay up a bit longer.
"You goin' to sleep too? Or are you goin' to stay up longer?"
emo tl;dr everywhere. IDEK where this even came from.
He set up a little spot for them and took a seat, setting up the blanket and pillows. He doesn't make his usual motions to cuddle with Ryuutaro. In the past week, he felt Ryuutaro had rejected him twice. Once when Ryuutaro had told him to more or less get off... and then... the first time Ryuutaro struck him.
He knew he hadn't intended for it to hurt, Ryuutaro was just having a hard time, and he just kept messing up. He knew it was his fault but...
it had hurt... and he was afraid he would mess up again. In fact he knew he would. He couldn't take any more of that kind of pain. Sure, things had slowly started to recover. He had the systema C.A.I., so he was confident with his strength, and they had a lot of fun cooking together... he knew he loved him, and that the feeling was mutual. Hayato had come to terms with that the first time they made love. He knew that wouldn't change, and at the moment he just felt so vulnerable.
Hayato brought his legs up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them, resting his head on his knees so he could look at Ryuutaro. He pushed all his feelings aside and just smiled at his boyfriend, trying to stay up a bit longer.
"You goin' to sleep too? Or are you goin' to stay up longer?"