"...how can you know?" Ryuutaro wasn't sure if he should whisper or talk strongly. He didn't know anything but that he had to keep talking. He wasn't going to give up this easily. "Have you seen the future? Do you have an idea of fate?" He paused for only the blink of an eye, the only time he needed to continue. "And let me tell you something... Neither do I. Even what I see are only fragments." And everything else he ever said were lies, lies, lies, in which he believed himself. Ryuutaro was a liar, always had been and most likely always would be. Not even to himself he could be fully honest. But at times the truth seemed more suitable than anything else, even if Ryuutaro wasn't fully sure if it wasn't just another lie and what he had made himself believe was the truth. But what did it matter? It were his true feelings and those were harder to disguise than simple spoken truths. "So how can you know...?" Ryuutaro pulled his head back a bit to look at Hayato with a look of determination on the edge - sincere and strong for the moment but ready to break into pained insanity every second.
"That's why you don't just decide things like this. Hayato... I.. I do not have the physical resources to tear down all these things like you did for me... So wait a bit longer... I'm not leaving you with this pain."
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Ryuutaro wasn't sure if he should whisper or talk strongly. He didn't know anything but that he had to keep talking. He wasn't going to give up this easily.
"Have you seen the future? Do you have an idea of fate?"
He paused for only the blink of an eye, the only time he needed to continue.
"And let me tell you something... Neither do I. Even what I see are only fragments."
And everything else he ever said were lies, lies, lies, in which he believed himself. Ryuutaro was a liar, always had been and most likely always would be. Not even to himself he could be fully honest. But at times the truth seemed more suitable than anything else, even if Ryuutaro wasn't fully sure if it wasn't just another lie and what he had made himself believe was the truth. But what did it matter? It were his true feelings and those were harder to disguise than simple spoken truths.
"So how can you know...?"
Ryuutaro pulled his head back a bit to look at Hayato with a look of determination on the edge - sincere and strong for the moment but ready to break into pained insanity every second.
"That's why you don't just decide things like this. Hayato... I.. I do not have the physical resources to tear down all these things like you did for me... So wait a bit longer... I'm not leaving you with this pain."