"... don't. Don't say that. Don't." Ryuutaro was beginning to sound almost panicked, but he gave his best to conceal it. He needed to be strong, he couldn't break down here as well. It was just not an option. "It will stop... I promise. It will. trust me... " And then he forgot about Hayato's injury and just pulled him up enough to wrap his arms around his sobbing boyfriend.
"I-it will be alright... I promise. You have my word that I will make it better..." Deep down Ryuutaro knew that he was going to regret this promises later... Hopefully it wouldn't turn out to bad... But he couldn't really think straight. He just wanted to see Hayato stop crying like this.
"Because I love you... it's not impossible... not at all." And that was when he couldn't really keep himself from shaking a bit anymore. He had to make this better, he had to. Hayato had died because of him, almost died again because of him and not even the highest self-confidence in the world could just talk that down. He had been the trigger for this and while it was entirely that man's fault, Ryuutaro knew he was the one who had to make it better.
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Ryuutaro was beginning to sound almost panicked, but he gave his best to conceal it. He needed to be strong, he couldn't break down here as well. It was just not an option.
"It will stop... I promise. It will. trust me... "
And then he forgot about Hayato's injury and just pulled him up enough to wrap his arms around his sobbing boyfriend.
"I-it will be alright... I promise. You have my word that I will make it better..."
Deep down Ryuutaro knew that he was going to regret this promises later... Hopefully it wouldn't turn out to bad... But he couldn't really think straight. He just wanted to see Hayato stop crying like this.
"Because I love you... it's not impossible... not at all."
And that was when he couldn't really keep himself from shaking a bit anymore. He had to make this better, he had to. Hayato had died because of him, almost died again because of him and not even the highest self-confidence in the world could just talk that down. He had been the trigger for this and while it was entirely that man's fault, Ryuutaro knew he was the one who had to make it better.